Having a meltdown

[fanciful_muse]

It's been a long time in coming...I just cried my eyes out.

Over the fact that what little I had was stolen right out from underneath me.

Over the fact that a collection of relatively trivial debts means more to Wells Fargo than the fact that I have had two mortgages which were successfully paid off.

Over the fact that I just want to get out of this place and into the new house where we can live quietly and do our own thing without people I HAVEN'T EVEN MET fighting over my house.

I am corresponding with my cousin right now, as a last resort, to see if he'll cosign for me. He's retired military with good credit.

Someone please help me.

Comments

[erauqs.livejournal.com]

We have little to help, but have sent some good energy. Trust in the universe, take a deep breath, and keep moving. Keep the Will and you'll find a way.

[molasses.livejournal.com]

sending love

[pixiewoolf.livejournal.com]

Reading all this, I know if I had that kind of money, I'd be paypal-ing you a ticket into your new house.

I feel precarious enough when the building we're in is almost owned by the family (the mortgage only has something like £40,000 left to pay) but we're fighting off bankruptcy before it's fully paid (damn recession). I can't imagine the stress of having those people having turf wars with little regard to how you feel or what your situation is...at least the bank is actively helping us so far.

Hang on in there - I hope you manage to get something sorted and can leave the current place behind you. Clean slate, better energy...and no lunatics wrestling over a house they don't even live in.

[moropus.livejournal.com]

Hang in there. It will get better.